Fani

Jose <3

So its been a while since I’ve written in here and I’ve gotta say A LOT of things have changed in my life. I’m at the end of my first real semester of college, I’m getting better at managing my time, and I’m in yet another relationship. My new boyfriend is Jose Amado Rios Mendez. I gotta say things with Jose happened very quickly but its been great! He and I have been through a lot in just about 6 months :)

It all started on Prom Night. I met him through my best friend, Cinthia. I was sleeping over at her house and she wanted to go to Denny’s with Jose and his date Giselle (Who is jaw droppingly GORGEOUS!) so me & Jose Borrero our other bestie tagged along. Immediately, I was attracted to him. Cinthia was too and I would never dream of getting in the way of her and any guy so I shut myself down. I stopped myself then and there at attraction. Those 2 looked so cute together. I love Cinthia and I had a boyfriend so I couldn’t even think about letting anyone get in the way of that. Anyways, over the next few months after prom he and Cinthia got very very close and I was more than happy to leave them alone. I was with my man and pretty happy so I wasn’t worried about her at all. So after those few months, Cinthia’s feelings grew and his seemed to too. I was happy for them. Honestly, I was! :) So then he gets me a job at Vans. I was soo excited! Then after my first week, I get a phone call from Cinthia crying telling me how horrible she felt..that he kissed her and then left her heartbroken. I was upset with him. He hurt my best friend. So I ran into him at work and I started talking to him about that. I wanted to make sure that I knew both sides of the story. And after that I saw that they both had reasonable reasons for feeling the way they felt. I wasn’t mad at either one of them but I went and quit Vans so I stopped talking to him. Then his brother messages me on Myspace out of nowhere. He tells me he’s back in Orlando & he wants to see me. So he calls me & we make plans to meet up at Cinthia’s house. Then I get another message from him on Myspace saying “My brother wants to know when you’re gonna break up with your boyfriend.” Cinthia immediately gets upset and calls me asking me why Jose called her (Joel was using his phone) and when I explained she was very happy to see Joel but very angry about having Jose there too. The day we all met up at Cinthia’s we all were in a good mood having a great time. Then during the meeting I mentioned that I’m going to Wet & Wild and he kinda invited himself but in the end I was so glad that he went. That was the best day I’d ever had with any guy friend outside of school. I had a lot of fun and he really did make my day better. Well from then on, he and I started talking on the phone a lot. I really needed someone to talk to about the whole Normile situation and he was there for me hands down giving me all kinds of advice and basically telling me that it’s not the end of the world and that someone better was gonna come along. I really needed that but then I asked him to be honest with me because I suspected that he kinda liked me or was attracted to me in some way and to my surprise he told me EVERYTHING. He explained how he felt about me, how he wanted to get to know me, how stupid Nemo was for ever letting me go and a lot more. At that moment, I really didn’t know what to say because I was still heartbroken plus I could never have anything with him because of the history he had with Cinthia. But honestly it got to the point where I liked him too but I just wasn’t really aware of it yet. We went to the movies a few times and we hung out and we just had a really great time! I mean he was so funny and cute and charming! I loved it :) He would always have me laughing and that was exactly what I needed at the moment. But eventually things died down. I started school and I didn’t talk to him in about a month. Until one night, he called me. I wasn’t expecting it and I never told anyone this before but when I saw his name on the caller ID, I was smiling like a maniac. He told me that he had been talking to a new girl and at first I was irritated. It bugged me but after a little while more… I didn’t realize I was REALLY REALLY jealous until the time he & I went to go see “Law Abiding Citizen”. I kept mentioning her all the time just to hear him say “She’s not my girlfriend!” That made me soo happy. But before we went out, he called me to tell me he was moving to Puerto Rico. That’s when everything started. Cinthia called me to tell me that she was dating AJ and immediately I thought of him. I sent him texts and I tried calling him to ask him to give me a chance. Later that night he called and I brought up the subject. To my surprise he said it was ok. But we weren’t boyfriend and girlfriend. We were just together unofficially. Then the week before he left, we spent almost every day together. We were in his car when he said something and referred to me as his girlfriend. I asked him so are we really dating now? He just thought we were. I said “Well you never really asked me” and he did. Ever since then… He’s been my baby!!

That’s my Baby!!! =D